The Start of something new.

well i've been in melbourne for approximately 3 weeks now and i'm getting used to life i suppose. i feel so lonely despite the fact that i've met so many people. I miss those connections i used to have before and what makes it worse is seeing all those other people who has their own circle of tight knit friends. All i've done is meet people but i have yet to make any new friends. it is highly depressing. to make things worse, the girls here are absolutely gorgeous so there goes my self confidence. I am so upset. I am not used to being 'friendless'. 

to make things even worse, i have a slight crush on a guy who has a steady girlfriend who is absolutely beautiful inside and out (apparently). in addition to that, i don't even know him. i've only seen him three times and danced with him on the two occasions at Lavish when his gf wasnt there. However he is such a player as he danced with numerous girls AND guys. he isnt drop dead gorgeous but i love his outgoing personality and confidence. i find those qualities so attractive in guys. and not to mention his fabulous dance moves and style. 

my life sucks.